off to the north

its three in the a.m. and four hours from now… i have to wake up and start a long day’s journey… lack of sleep is gonna affect me somewhat but let’s pray everythin’s safe and sound at the end of the day… oh well… today (or rather yesterday) was a packed day too… and yup… i didn’t have enough sleep the previous night either… too much nonsense-thinkin’ i guess… well… there’s been a bit of everythin’ throughout the day… a bit of disappointment… a bit of enjoyment… quite a bit of driving here and there… a bit of packing… a bit of shifting… a little heartbrokenness… a little laughter… and of course… with LITTLE sleep… so the day i have been waiting for has come… i need some rest now… let’s hope the next few months will be great let’s be a little optimistic shall we?

wine and dine

a cause for celebration… the end of my finals… we dined at friday's… and afterwards my friends finished a bottle of martini which i had to miss out on sadly… oh well… cos i had to adjourn somewhere else… oh what a pity… i think the martini would have been more enjoyable than the tea i had elsewhere…

excerpt

if the personal message above sounds familiar… that’s because u read it in one of my poems … and btw… it’s not my personal message but rather another friend’s…

reunion

had some kind of a reunion dinner with the bunch of ipoh utm-ers… which was pretty cool considering we've never really gone out all together before… and finally we've found the opportunity to do so… how time flies… one of them will be graduating this year and it only seems like yesterday that we were all freshies… hmmm… maybe not exactly yesterday but you get the picture… i can still remember freshman year when a few of us will take the bus downtown on weekends and hang out… haha… now that most of us have cars… we kinda hang out less together… haha… but it's alright though… great time to meet up before everyone goes separate ways for their internship or holidays… come tomorrow… my fourth year officially ends… along with my final paper… time to revise… no more reminiscing…

ain’t enough

there's a danger in loving somebody too much… as the song goes… well it's very true… both my friend and i were ranting about our own issues and i concluded that you'll just have to let go when it's not heading into the right direction… cos being overconcerned when the other person couldn't care less never has any benefits… but we all still walk down the same path in the name of love… don't we…i have saturday to look forward to… cos that's when i'll start my long drive home… with my good friend to accompany me… already we have planned where to stop over along the way for some chow… when i finally do i'll probably post up the pix… and if all goes as planned… it might be a two-car convoy

robotics… the final hurdle for this rollercoaster of a term… which i've managed to pull through anyway… well… it's all in the head/heart really… if u can set your mind straight then it'll all be good… but it's easier said than done of course… generally people are tempted to follow their heart even when their mind tells them otherwise… on the contrary… robots follow their programmed instructions faithfully… setting the mood for some robotic revision i am… but i think i'll end up procrastinatin' till tomorrow…

five

five more days and then i can escape from the mess i created for myself here… i need a change of environment… meet my old friends… meet new people… do somethin’ new… hang out at the beach… whatever… so lookin’ forward to a change… a new place means new distractions… new sights… a fresh start in a way… although the ten-week internship stint is not a permanent job but nevertheless… i think i need to refocus cos i’ve just been too crazy over… hmmm…
i need a break… run away… leave it all…

ain’t seen

no, i ain't seen love like that
and i got people telling me to let her go
don't let it turn you around
tomorrow's comin' and you'll never know
the one that you lost may be found

mr. big – ain't seen love like that

flame

another birthday celebration at midnight… party first… study later… april babies are all having bday celebrations in uni this time around cos for the past three years it has always been during the holidays… a much-needed distraction… and an excuse for some beer… hehe…

silicon

just wasted the whole day after my first paper… and i haven’t started revising for saturday morn’s one… procrastination to the max… one sem’s syllabus in approximately twelve hours… hmmm… in less than ten days i should be back home safely… so looking forward to it… just a week’s worth of rest and being around family… one week which i should really cherish… cos there’s no place like home…
i should probably retire early (0230hrs?) and start revising first thing when i wake up… let’s hope my determination and discipline don’t go missing… it’s hard to concentrate at times when you’re hit by sudden pangs of negativity…
one down… four to go…

migration?

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i’m still weighing the pros and cons of both blogs… and if i should migrate… anyway… feel free to visit both i have exported all my archives there already anyway… well… we shall see…